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My Paranormal Experience October 31, 2006

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So honestly you question everyone’s paranormal experience.  Some are believable some are not, but either way they are still intriguing.  So here’s mine.  My oldest daughter when she was younger around 8 years old would tell me how she had someone who would stroke her back, hair or squeeze her hand lightly.  She said it mostly happened when she was upset, but that it would make her feel better.  Concerned me somewhat, but I didn’t want to discuss it too much with her as I didn’t want her to get scared.  As the years went by it seemed the nice spirits that were there had been replaced with not so nice ones.  She didn’t say much, but when she did she said she felt scared.  When we moved to a new apartment I had thought that maybe whatever it was would stop.  After moving into the new apartment it seemed all was ok until she started complaining that she would feel people or things around her.  She told me one night she heard someone sit in the blowup chair that sat next to her bed and could hear them breathing.  She stated she was too scared to open her eyes.  Another time she explained she saw what looked like a soldier from like the civil war was in her room.  Another occurrence she had gotten up in the middle of the night to get a glass of water from the kitchen and had seen a little girl in a white nightgown run down the small hallway past her room.  She was too scared to go back to her room that she sat in the living room with the lights on for about 2 hours before she went back to bed. 


Now admittedly I had to begin to question it and wonder if her imagination was getting the best of her.  She was about 12 years old during this time.  But her complaints kept continuing and she didn’t want to go to bed anymore.  She was going to be with Rosary beads and my reassurance that it was nothing and she’d be ok.  Now as any mom would do with their child you want to beat the crap out anyone who wants to harm them.  So one night after putting her to bed and frustrated with my daughters fear I decided I would speak to this thing…whatever it was.  So in my head, I yelled “Leave my daughter alone!  If you want to mess with someone then you can come see me, not a little girl!”  I honestly didn’t think much more of it and went to bed.  Within minutes of settling in to bed I heard this very evil laugh right next to my left ear.  Fear instantly shot through my body.  I opened my mouth to say my boyfriends name (who is now my husband) to wake him up.  It was the weirdest thing cause I could feel my mouth freeze as I opened it along with the rest of my entire body.  I tried desperately to move something… anything.  As my mouth sat open I tried to vocalize a sound and I couldn’t get anything to come out.  My mind raced thinking what am I going to do.  Then something so simple came to my mind.  I thought, logically this doesn’t make sense to be sitting here frozen.  Instantly after that thought, my entire body released from its frozen state.  I had no more fear and my entire being was exhausted and I fell asleep within minutes.  I had never experienced something like that before or since.


Now you can take that for whatever you want, but I believe something truly did happen.  My daughter had not been bothered for a long time after that.  She is now 17 years old, and just recently found out that she still hears things, but chooses to ignore it.  Again, I didn’t discuss it too much with her as I don’t want her to get scared. After all she sleeps in the basement now.


Sandi Thom “I wish I were a punk rocker” October 28, 2006

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I heard about her first on the radio and loved her song when I heard it.  She seems to be very talanted and I am eager to hear what’s on her album.  I wish her all the luck and success in the future. Check out her song “I wish I was a punk rocker”.  I bet you’ll love it too!  http://www.sonymusic.com/artists/SandiThom/

OMG! I’ve got to get out of here. October 27, 2006

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Well it was another long boring day at work.  I’m being trained in a new area of business because what I was doing is going to another center.  I’m so not into learning anything new.  Nor do I want to do what I was doing before.  It was such mind numbing work I think I got stupider everyday because of it.  I use to work accounts, dedicated accounts.  I actually did real work, felt like I accomplished something throughout the day.  Interacted with sales people, customers, and the union member work center people – who because they are union often don’t feel they need to do anything.  Of which I don’t get as I use to live in Wyoming and they have unions.  But I didn’t see the majority of people slacking off because they were apart of one.

Any how, around 1:45 pm I decided to drag myself over to the desk of my co-worker to learn the new stuff I’m going to be doing.  Ugh!  I’m sitting there thinking I don’t care enough about this place to learn it.  Although I know when it comes to me doing the work I will work hard to do it well as my work is a reflection of me.  Doing it poorly is just not in my character.  But I do it for myself not the company I work for. 

As I walked to the printer I looked around at the decorated cubicles and Halloween themes of the teams.  I remembered back to the day that I cared about decorating for the holidays.  Back to the days when work was fun before they changed it all and took the fun out of work and broke my spirit.

As my training for the day ended and walked back to my desk/cubicle all I could think is… “OMG!  I’ve got to get out of here!”  Of course I’ve been saying that for 7 years now, but this year I really do mean it.  I’m more than this place.  I want more.  I envy those who have their dream job or enjoy the work they do or love the company they work for.  Some day…I will be that person.

My first blog! October 24, 2006

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Well this is my first blog.   I feel there is so much for me to learn, but I’ll catch on.  I like to think I’m a fast learner.  I already found a great blog I need to add to my blog roll (I believe that’s where it goes).  It’s almost 9:00 pm and I am exhausted!  I have a feeling this blogging is going to be addictive and may keep me up at nights of thoughts I need to add.  I don’t sleep enough as it is.  I’m a thinker and tend to think too much at times.  Causes me to lose sleep.  Hard to shut the brain off when you have so much you want to do and little to no time to do it… or so it seems.  I also tend to think faster than I type, so I leave words out or add an extra in.  I’ll have to try and watch that.  But no one is perfect eh?  Well I’m off for now.  Will play around with this some more and see what else I can learn.

Bye for now!